Written by Neha Chaudhary, Sunday 6th May 2012
Stop and Stare

Stop and stare
I think I’m moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I’ve become what I can’t be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you’re here not there
And you’d give anything to get what’s fair
But fair ain’t what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see???

Was just humming the above lyrics to myself when I realized that the lyrics match the questions I ask myself every day – Who am I? What do I want out of this life?
And what I wouldn’t do to get my hands on a fight with my weight class opponent…..

Life is so predictable in that sense – It manipulates, conspires; it colludes and unravels, till you are standing exactly where you think you’re supposed to be(but never in your wildest moments thought this would be where it was at) and are almost comfortable with yourself when WHAM! It throws you curveballs again and makes you ask the above questions…..

Am I any closer to having answers?
I don’t know….all I can do is work harder everyday and try to set things into motion, but will life’s tsunami disrupt my plans? Maybe..Probably…Does that mean I won’t achieve what I am after – In the end I think I will be able to look back on everything with a smile ….

Am I rambling? I most certainly am :)